YOGAYUGA

He is a Sharpie.

He is a father of two. (Bibi was his sons’ mother)

He died today around 10:30pm, Sept 7.

I don’t know what to say about it. My second dog died only an hour ago. He had the same symptom as Bibi, a big tummy, but his just came all in sudden. I don’t know what happened to me this year. Two of my dogs died in a year.

Tiger had no sign at all. He made some horrible noise before he stopped breathing. I walked near to him, but didn’t know what to do. I saw him stop breathing gradually, slowly. He kept looking at me. His eyes were half opened. He looked so painful. Everything just happened within one and a half hour. I am living in a suburb area, where is impossible to have a vet come over in an hour.

The person of pet buried service just arrived and collected his body. We also chose the service of group buried, same as what we did for Bibi.

I am very upset, but didn’t cry much. I don’t know what to say about it. Two dogs died in a year. Both of them were from me. Tiger was given by a  friend of mine during 1999. He was a good dog, and never gave us any trouble. He was also a healthy dog, never seen any vet.

I don’t know how to cry this time. I only feel very miserable for what happened. You saw your beloved pet dying slowly, but cannot do anything. I saw the same situation when Bibi died, but we did need to put her to sleep. Tiger died without a reason this time. We suspected he might ate something that hurt his stomach. He always liked biting the plastic plant pot. He might swallowed it, and that hurt his stomach. We couldn’t find out what exactly happened. This became a misery, a misery happened in 2 hours, and worth a live.

This is all about life - birth, live, death, coming and going.

This became the story of me in 2008. Miserable indeed…..still figuring out what’s going on….  The photos posted were his last photos…..

My Mum asked me not to tell Dad and sister until they are back from their trips.